I remember I was in grade four when I had my very first diary. It was one of my notebooks in school which I covered with bond paper and I drew a flower or heart on the front cover. Of course I can't remember what stuff was written there then.
I like writing. Not because I'm good at it or that I believe there's some high purpose behind it but years ago, I think this was while I was taking JPRIZAL during college, I was so inspired by our national hero that I told myself if I'm going to be some famous person then I gotta start documenting so when the need to study my life comes, then they'd have a lot of stuff to study on! Of course hearing that now, it's completely ridiculous.
If you know me personally, okay let's assume that you don't, I'm the type of person who hates crying, whining, confrontations, drama, nonsense, and bull. I give people this impression that I'm tough, unfeeling, and always unattached to my human feelings. I can't say that I'm 100% of all that but I have this tendency to toughen up just so people around me won't have to feel the need to help or save me. I super hate that feeling.
So you must be a bit surprised about the stuff I write here, that it's all emo material. This is where I vent everything out. I hate being the person in a group of friends who cries out about a love problem. Before this account, I write random stuff on loose pads, notebooks, scraps of paper, just about anywhere and never keep it. Well now that I'm older, I realize that I should keep everything no matter how crappy or nice it is. It would be nice to read them again when I'm all better and laugh at how pathetic I was.
This is where I intend to keep all the mushy, sappy, drama-filled segments of my life because I'm a lousy whiner in person. Until I figure out a way to cry and hate graciously, you'll read more here.
If you know me personally, okay let's assume that you don't, I'm the type of person who hates crying, whining, confrontations, drama, nonsense, and bull. I give people this impression that I'm tough, unfeeling, and always unattached to my human feelings. I can't say that I'm 100% of all that but I have this tendency to toughen up just so people around me won't have to feel the need to help or save me. I super hate that feeling.
So you must be a bit surprised about the stuff I write here, that it's all emo material. This is where I vent everything out. I hate being the person in a group of friends who cries out about a love problem. Before this account, I write random stuff on loose pads, notebooks, scraps of paper, just about anywhere and never keep it. Well now that I'm older, I realize that I should keep everything no matter how crappy or nice it is. It would be nice to read them again when I'm all better and laugh at how pathetic I was.
This is where I intend to keep all the mushy, sappy, drama-filled segments of my life because I'm a lousy whiner in person. Until I figure out a way to cry and hate graciously, you'll read more here.